Keep Calm and …

I just want to see you, know that you’re fine, see that you’re okay. That’s all.  Menunggu seperti suatu hal yang sudah biasa, tanpa paksaan, tanpa kata maaf, seperti tak beralasan. Menunggumu, salah satunya. Duduk diam di keheningan malam, beralaskan lantai kotak yang sudah menguning, ditemani oleh kebulan asap dari mulutku. Untuk kesekian kalinya, aku […]

Wait…

This is a letter to a stranger.  Hi,  You can call me Love. I was born in a small town called L. I used to think that my town was so big. I could get lost easily. I was scared to go out, even in the afternoon, because once, a goat was chasing me. Don’t […]

Back to Stranger

We were staring at each other Too busy arguing with our minds The question asked And answered that’s probably the end of our conversation But no one stand up and dare to say goodbye Not me and I don’t see you making any moves So what are we doing here I see no point of […]

This morning..

Kadang matahari lupa untuk bersinar terang di pagi hari, Kadang awan hitam yang menggulung datang menyelimuti, Tapi aku selalu ingin bersamamu.. Di gelapnya pagi, di terangnya hati. ~ this morning, I sent this small love note to my boyfriend. Hours after that, we had an argument. A silly argument about a morning talk. but I […]

Cara Melupakan

Berkali-kali aku bertanya kepada seorang kakek yang mengaku tidak ingat apa-apa selain masa indahnya, “Kek, bagaimana cara melupakan kenangan?” Dan berkali-kali aku hanya mendapat gelengan kepalanya yang melemah. Hari ini aku akan mendatangi lagi gubuknya yang terletak di tepian empang, tempat orang menyewa untuk memancing harapan. Harapan kecil hanya dianggap sampah dan dibuang kembali ke […]

14.02.13

“if you meet a loner, no matter what they may tell you, it’s not because they enjoy solitude. It’s because they have tried to blend into the world before, and people continue to disappoint them” – Jodi Picoult, My Sister’s Keeper.